this blog is my mind... you have been fairly warned
It’s like you have to be strong for everyone else but they forget to ask if you’re okay… I can’t get these memories out of my mind., and some kind of madness has started to evolve. I tried so hard to let you go but some kind of madness is swallowing me whole I’d be lying to you if I told you losing you was something I could handle I keep pulling myself away from you, and it’s not because I don’t want you but because I feel like you are honestly too good to be true Maybe sometimes you have to stop waiting for someone to come along and fix what’s wrong. Maybe you have to stop feeling sorry for yourself and realize tkghat no one else has the answer. Sometimes you got to be your own hero It sucks, you know. When everything is doing fine and then, it all crashes again. And the worst part is, I really don’t want to try and put it all back together again, but I have to The terrible thing about love is that it takes away your safety net, your balancing pole. Even the tightrope you walk upon will disappear beneath you, yet love expects you to keep walking anyway. Arms outstretched, one foot after another, on nothing more than air I finally understood what true love meant…love meant that you care for another person’s happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be Maybe I’m a little sad. Sometimes it’s too hard to smile. Sometimes there’s nothing to smile about. What do you do when everyone is moving and you just can’t? I’m stuck. I don’t know what to do. I never know what to do. And you know what? I don’t think I ever will know what to do. Sometimes it’s just easier to hide under my covers and ignore everyone. You know, sometimes I even ignore myself. Did you know that was possible? Because it’s one of my talents. Ignoring myself. Maybe I’m a little more than just…”sad” I need you more than anyone else on this entire planet could possibly ever need you. I need you to take care of me, to put up with me and most of all I need you to love me because I love you It’s kind of silly actually. How you can meet one person and your life is changed forever and no matter where you go in like you’ll never forget them. You’re definitely that life changing person for me I’m sorry. I tend to push good and loving people away from me and I get mean and then I miss them a lot
Well if you see her tell her she should text me
Brooke hates me and I honestly don’t know what to do about that so I can’t…I miss her a lot but I just can’t change anything. Im too much of a mess anyways
I will and who says that you don’t have a chance? Im not some stuck up prissy bitch.
Oh…like one or two people